ayyetrish:

Where you talk to certain people for days, weeks, months or maybe years on end then all of a sudden it stops. No matter what the cause was you still feel an empty space in your life. Things don’t feel the same.. You aren’t the same.

(Source: christianparker, via littlekaylee)

phyllisbbyx:

If I had a choice to be with another, i’d still choose to be with you. It’s always going to be you over everything, I promise you that. I couldn’t ask for anything more from you, your love is all I need and I know that i’ve already got that. At the end of the day, the love we share is all that matters.

I need to vent so bad. I can help this hopeless tears running down my face. Reminiscing about us hurts me so bad, because I want it back more than anything. I miss you so much. We use to spend every single day together, every moment and chance we got to be together we took. We pushed our limits and enjoyed ourselves to the fullest. It’s so hard adjusting my life without you in it. I remember how we would cuddle, and how we would play with each others hair. I remember how we would give each other belly and back rubs, & it would be the greatest feeling ever. I remember all the sex. I remember kissing you over & over again, I fucking miss your wet kisses. I remember how one time you bit my lip so hard, it was bruised and became twice it’s size. I remember when we gave each other huge hickes and had to use make up to cover it up. I remember when you loved me and cared for me the exact same way I did for you. I would relive those memories over and over again, I would never wanna let them go. I remember always being mad, but for you it was worth it. I remember all the fights, but I thought we would make it through it all together. I want you back, but I know it won’t happen. You’ve turned into the biggest asshole I’ve ever seen, it hurts so bad. I don’t wanna have to miss you anymore. I remember all the silly times, I remember when we would laugh so hard just from looking at each other. Ms. Prude & Mr. Nice Guy. I remember all our jokes, like the tongue thing. I remember everything little thing about us. Fuckkk, I know you won’t ever read this, which is a good thing. I just gotta let it all out since I don’t have anyone else to go to. I miss you, babe. I want you back. You already have new people to be with 24/7 & I can’t get over how you did it. I can’t move on. I don’t wanna be with anyone else, I just want you. We told each other everything, & for most of our relationship no one else mattered. It was JK against the world. I hate having to live my life with out you, but I know I gotta move on. I just want my Juany back. :’( You were the best thing to ever happen to me. I’ve never been more happy. I remember how it all first started. I remember when we first told each other I love you. I remember discussing how we would never ever hurt each other, & I always thought you meant it. I remember too much, too much to where it hurts. I remember talking to you like a baby, I remember the comfort of being in your arms. I remember all the pointless fights, and now I take all the blame. You treat me like I’m nothing to you, I don’t know how you did it. How did you just let it all go? I love you so much. I miss you and all our memories. I meant it when I said forever & always, didn’t you? I didn’t think things would end like this, where you’re going around saying you’re surprised we lasted this long. I remember watching movies with you. I remember christmas when I first slept over your house. I remember everything with you, it meant so much. I wouldn’t trade ANY of it for anything else. I remember your scent so distinctly. I remember everything oh my fuck. I hate crying like a bitch all alone in my room, but it can’t be avoided. I’m still beyond in love with you, & I don’t have it in me to let go. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for everything. I fucking love you. I would do anything to get you back. Omg, I remember doing homework, sleeping together, waking up together, fuckkkk. I remember everything good when I know you left holding onto everything bad. We were perfect for each other, & I know you don’t see it but everyone else did. I hope one day you do. Because you made me so happy, & I know I made you happy too. I remember thinking we’d get through all the trials in life together. I remember our plans for when we’re older, our plans for our marriage. Why’d you have to do this? You really didn’t have to, we could’ve fixed things. But here I am, dying inside. This is the worst feeling a person could possibly have. & I feel ridiculous for investing so much into you. But I love you. & I miss you.